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On
the road with Rev Sean Robertshaw
Team
Rector in The Upper Holme Valley Team
Obama
in Washington to Thomas Merton via Jack Kerouac and Graceland
RevÕd Sean
Robertshaw was first introduced to the cult classic Jack KerouacÕs ÔOn the
RoadÕ by a friend while training for ordinationÐ the two of them have just =
met
up in New York to retrace that road journey on their very own pilgrimage th=
at
took in the inauguration of AmericanÕs first black president, Graceland and=
the
Abbey of Gethsemane. RevÕd Sean writes:
ÒThomas
Merton and Jack Kerouac walked into my life together while I was training f=
or
ordination at Cranmer Hall, Durham back in 1991 and theyÕve never stopped
bothering me.
On the R=
oad Ð
KerouacÕs autobiographical novel of his freewheeling road trip across the US
with his buddy Neal Cassady (known as Dean Moriaty in the book) -
just captured my imagination: the road, the idea of journey; the sen=
se
of freedom to simply be was jumping off every page.
While
Thomas MertonÕs writings and thoughts on being alive to the moment, and sil=
ence
and solitude to access the depths of oneÕs own true self, also made a
tremendous and lasting impact. Both writers have
informed me, shaped me; my life and (delete
this word my) ministry over the years.
It
was a colleague at Cranmer College, Angus Stuart who first introduced me to
Kerouac. I vividly remember our first encounter Ð we passed along the corri=
dor,
both dressed in black leather (like Elvis), and we both, with perhaps
inappropriate good-natured humour, saw the numbingly pointless side of some
aspects of ministerial formation. The truth was neither of us quite fitted =
in
with the scene for different reasons but we both loved music and poetry Ð I
guess in our own way we were dissenters but committed to the exploration of=
the
spiritual life. We started an alternative poetry group back then called Vis=
a, cosÕ=
span> Ôthe
other college group was called Access!Õ It wasnÕt subtle, but it was honest=
; we
still exchange poems via email.
On
January 19, I flew into New York to meet up with the now RevÕd
Dr Angus Stuart, an Anglican priest in NW Vancouver, to retrace the exact r=
oute
Kerouac and Cassady travelled in part two of On=
the
RoadÐ exactly 60 years to the day after Kerouac did it.
On
the Road is KerouacÕs autobiographical comment upon life as it is lived; it=
is
ruthlessly honest, often funny, and sometimes sad but importantly, it is wr=
itten
without judgement. The story is about relationships, friendships, the journ=
eys
and dreams of young men who lived boldly during a time when the ÔAmerican D=
reamÕ
was being suffocated by conventional culture. They themselves were the poet=
s,
thinkers, musicians and dreamers of a whole generation of people, known
popularly as ÔThe BeatsÕ. Those dreams continue to inspire the hearts and m=
inds
of the 100,000 people who buy this book every year.
Here
in the UK, I can drive from Huddersfield to London and think, ÔI've driven a
whole three and half hours!Õ (If youÕre lucky through traffic.).But in the =
USA,
you can get in a car, start driving and not stop until you reach the other =
side,
and thereÕs no traffic. And sometimes thatÕs what life is about; reaching o=
ut
for the other side; side of life; side of being; side of self...
ÔThe
roadÕ in America seems to just continue... I was exploring that as a metaph=
or
for the Christian life. The backdrop to my journey is marked with colours,
textures and a geography which is unprecedented here in the UK. The US is a
vast, largely unexplored, awesome and dangerous place. And: the same is true
for us isnÕt it; we are vast, awesome and often dangerous individuals, who =
so
often remain largely unexplored.
IÕve
travelled in Canada and the US before, usually visiting places and people w=
ho
were associated with The Beat Generation of the 1950s, or Thomas Merton. Th=
is
trip has been in the making for two years and was about following in the
footsteps of Jack Kerouac and being alive to self and place.
New
York was Kerouac's starting point for that trip, and as Kerouac and Cassady did, Robertshaw and Stuart headed south to
Washington, D.C to arrive on the day of Barack Obama's inauguration, just as
they too had witnessed TrumanÕs inauguration 60 years earlier.
This
was a truly remarkable moment in history and to be there, just to be there,=
was
amazing! It was a day for the Black African Americans who thronged the stre=
ets.
We were stood near the Washington Monument when Obama had finished his spee=
ch.
There was an atmosphere of tremendous joy, it felt like a yoke had been lif=
ted,
but more than that: there was an unspoken deep recognition of all that had =
been
wrong before. Only the day before had been Dr Martin Luther King Jr. Day in
America, a national holiday. =
Many
of the older African American women stood near me started crying; I will
remember for ever President Obama saying something like: ÒThe time has come=
to
put away childish things, to affirm our enduring spirit, to choose a better
history and embrace the God given promise that we are all equal, all free a=
nd
all deserving of happiness.Ó He sounded like an Old Testament prophet, and =
I guess
he was trying to! It was a lot for a white Anglo-Saxon European to take in.=
To
witness that, to stand on that soil and to bare
witness to that moment of change; it was literally being present as history=
was
being unfolded.
From
Washington we diverged from the original route to take a side trip up to
Memphis, Tennessee to salute Ôthe kingÕ ~ try a =
Google
search! Elvis was perhaps the biggest icon of popular culture across the wo=
rld.
In 1977, when he died, I was 11 years old; I can still remember who told me
that piece of news. The first record I ever bought was ÔElvis a Legendary
Performer Vol. IIÕ and from then IÕve been a life-long convert; as Lennon s=
aid,
ÒBefore Elvis there was nothingÓ. His influence as a performer has been
recognised across the world: many of the artists I listen to now were hugel=
y influenced
by him. Elvis had faith in Jesus. You know when you stand in front of his g=
rave
at Graceland, perhaps one of the most popular sites of pilgrimage in the
western world; while you look upon Elvis, you are being looked upon by Chri=
st, in
the form of a statue that would grace any Catholic church in the world. ItÕ=
s an
interesting perspective isnÕt it you looking at Elvis while Jesus looks at =
you.
Everything in Memphis, and especially Sun Records, reeks of popular culture=
and
faith. And: it was here that Dr Martin Luther was assassinated whilst on the
balcony of the Lorraine Motel, 4th April 1968.
From
there we went to Kentucky to pray at the Trappest Abbey of Gethsemane, wher=
e Fr
Thomas Merton, monk, and writer, lived and worked for most of his adult lif=
e.
Here we joined the community and became part of their cycle of prayer and
worship. It gave us time for reflection and allowed us to make an afternoon=
Õs pilgrimage
to MertonÕs hermitage in the woods. Merton believed the silence and solitud=
e of
a monastic life was the key to unlocking your true self; just walking into =
his
hermitage gave you such a sense of space and freedom to be. I remember look=
ing
round at its simplicity, touching the things Merton touched, looking upon t=
he
items that shaped his life right there in the middle of the woods and think=
ing,
what a peaceful place to sit and to be and think and write.
Merton takes a bit of getting into and IÕm no expert. He said lots of things about= the spiritual life, and in one sense anything he ever wrote might become a quot= e, but this quote has helped me with my journey, ÒOur real journey in life is interior it is a matter of growth and deepening and an even greater surrender to the creative action of love and grace in our hearts.Ó That inward journey for me has always been connec= ted to the land and geography. I guess thatÕs why I enjoy living in such a beau= tiful place as the Holme Valley; itÕs where my clay was shaped and that feeds my being. I was never happier on the trip than when at MertonÕs hermitage, or = when praying with the Monks in the Abbey. There was such joy in that place, a pl= ace of retreat, a silent place, a place doing its best to hide from the world.<= o:p>
The
last part of the trip we were struck by the sheer distance and never-ending
landscapes as we drove back to New Orleans and, resumed the ÔOn The RoadÕ route. Kerouac and Cass=
ady
visited William Burroughs in New Orleans and we visited the very house that=
he
wrote about, ÒWe went to old Bull L=
eeÕs
house outside town near the levee. The house was a dilapidated old heap with
sagging porches running round.Ó I remember crossing the Òbrown watersÓ of the Mississippi =
River
to get to the house; it was quite something, it was great to Òdig it!Ó When we left we headed w=
est
through Austin, Texas, ÒYou drive a=
nd
drive (Jack) and youÕre still in Texas tomorrow night,Ó and then El Paso
Texas, Òarriving at dusk,Ó as K=
erouac
did, and then up through Palm Springs to the, Òentryway to the great Tehachapi PassÉwhere Dean took the wheel and
carried us clear the top of the world.Ó And then west down into the San
Joaquin Valley, ÒIt lay spread a mi=
le
below virtually the floor of California, green and wondrous from our aerial
shelf.Ó To our journeyÕs end crossing the Oa=
kland Bay
Bridge, Òit carried us in,Ó in =
early
evening to arriving by darkness in downtown San Francisco on to OÕFarrell S=
treet.
ÒWhen we staggered out of the c=
ar on
OÕFarrell Street and sniffed and stretched; it was like getting on shore af=
ter
a long voyage at sea.Ó
I
stayed a day in San Francisco visiting the ÔBeatÕ scenes. This was the last
view of America Thomas Merton had. He stayed with Lawrence Ferlinghetti
before leaving for Asia, where he died in a freak accident in Dec 1968. It =
was
a ÔBeatÕ who waved goodbye to him at the same airport I flew home from.
We
met some truly amazing people along the way, people who popped up like road=
angels
and blessed us, most of them Christian and in that fact was a reality relat=
ing
to belonging. Hospitality and grace was shared generously time and time aga=
in.
The Christian community is diverse but alive and healthy in its caring in
America and we benefitted from this.
ÔOn
The RoadÕ might be read as a parable of life and parables can have very
different meanings for their readers. This journey gave us the space to thi=
nk, concentrate,
reflect and be. It made me particularly aware of where I am located in this
life, confirmed to me that IÕm still going forward and taking risks, but al=
so
reminded me through longing and absence, that my most treasured love is hom=
e,
West Yorkshire, the Upper Holme Valley with my wife Sally and our two child=
ren,
and the community we serve.
ENDS
Quotes f=
rom On the Road, Jack Kerouac,
Pub Penguin Books in G=
B 1972